Love always,12/17/13 - 0300am I even fantasized about sucking his dick. All those times I thought of him when I was.. Disgusting. Oh well, nothing I can do. I should'nt stress about things I can't change.
0607am
Just got home from church. I promised I'd remove any identifying information from my blog, so that's what I'm going to do. If thought of him enter my head, I will think of the Lord. Maybe Bryan really was sent by God to guide me back to the Lord. Maybe I am that lost sheep and Bryan was an angel sent by the Lord to bring me back to him.
0610am
I cannot let myself dwell on the past, on things I can't change. Lord, you know what's inside my heart. You know the pains, the heartaches, and the hurts. You know what I want, but you also know what I need. I give you everything. Ikayu na pu ing bahala kanaku.
0613am
The igns/screen names he used probably to make himself believe that he was not gay. TheVaga..., Chatte..., TeenyPoo..., itouchlilgirlz. Anyway, whatever.
0624am
I decided to not put the whole igns because I think those count as identfiying information.
Lannballs
No comments:
Post a Comment
I'd appreciate some advice on what to do. Tell what you would do and how you'd feel if you were in my shoes.